Thank you and Sorry, brother.

Finally, I am home. Alone, I stayed at my room studying on my bed while a poodle (Rice) was lying on the floor silently. My younger brother came in, and started to talk with me seriously. He said that my eldest brother was unhappy to be rejected by me every times he asked me out to have a sharing about Amway.

I was shocked of this statement, meanwhile I felt terribly bad of myself. I did promise him to go out with him several times, but finally due to the meetings in College, I have to turn him down. Three times he found me for the same purpose, but I failed to even follow him all of them. I can't help but just hope that my younger brother can help me to explain my situation, I was not willing to reject anyone especially him. But that was my duty to be in the meetings and occasionally the meetings crashed with the Amway lessons.

I didn't mean to get apart from him at all, actually I am quite willing to know something new and beneficial. I heard that Amway gives a lot of motivation talks to the members and it does help them to be passionate in their lives. I am quite curious of the system actually, and wonder how the policy and system can turn a people 180 degree. For instance, my brother was a gamer who often spent his free time to slouch in front of the computer, used the late night time to do his assignment or work. His life style was never considered to be healthy. But after joining Amway, he is getting more and more passionate and concerned to his own health. He gets really motivated and determined to make this business a success for the sake of his life. I could never imagine this kind of change will happen on him just merely because of this Amway.

I have met people changing due to love, someone, religion or belief. But I couldn't believe that Amway could make a change on people. I quite salute this kind of change in fact. I am a people who always looks for further improvement. Hence, I managed to accept this kind of good change instead of finding the company very weird and brainwashing. However, it is sad for being incapable to support him through my action. I hope he really can understand my busyness and forgive my rejection to his kindhearted invitations.

After all, I just hope that he doesn't get so disappointed due to my rejection. I hope that he knows that rejection doesn't mean disapproval. I wish him all the best in everything he does, and wish to say to him, "Thank you and sorry, bro."