After exam

Students can never get rid of being examined in the process of studies. All the results on the graduation certification will label the students with a certain qualification and value depending on the grade. But thank God, I believe there are some other ways that employers used to examine the graduates.

Reading a book which contains thousands of people's faces, I noticed that my friends are actually having fun once after the examination. It was always a great decision to relax and play around with friends after the stressful examination which always drive people crazy. I pretty like this kind of relief. People get relieved after finishing their examination, but sadly I don't. I found myself getting more and more tension inside my heart as I know there are some serious matters that I need to face them after going back my hometown. Those things are complicated and don't seem to be solved easily.

I tried to relax today, by having fun at musical studio with friends. I appreciated our musical entertainment and enjoyment, we played a lot of nice songs, we did have fun certainly. However, I got the same feeling that every time I experienced after coming out from the 3 hours K box. That is emptiness. I shouted out loud and sang along songs with friends inside the studio room, this kind of action often helps me to relax and get rid of tension. However, I found that once again I came out from the room, I myself realized that I still need to face the reality. Whatever I did inside the room can never make a change on the matters in reality.

Reality is cruel and disappointing often while the people are innocent enough to search for the justice, peace in heart, and love. Some people gave up halfway when they were striving for them, some people still keep on seeking with determination, while some don't really care about that. I wonder since when the cheerful Chyi Chun became so sentimental. Is it the fault of the on-going time? Is it the fault of being too self-centered until I focus only on my emotion? Is it the fault to be too caring of the people around me, until I forgot that I still need to give myself some necessary concern?