Silence is what I enjoy now in this harmony and peaceful library. I sat on a typical and comfortable office mobile chair at an artistic table. After a long period of study, I feel like to do something other than studying. I don't know whether it is right, but I just think I need to take a break by writing my thought on this blogger.
Thank God for all the sorrows that I have experienced as I know they are to give me some lessons of wisdom. Thank God for all the happiness I could get in my life no matter for big or small things, I know life could be worse if we find no satisfaction on our surrounding matters.
Things don't seem to go right sometimes, but I am trying to be optimistic as much as I manage. Sometimes I thank God for giving me a couple of parents who are so easily satisfied of their surrounding things. Thank God for giving me a group of good neighbors, they gave me a lesson that saying No can always be a beneficial action to your future. I am now in trouble, as I am not really well-prepared for this coming examination. However, I pray for God's guidance and wisdom, I don't wish to be defeated terribly by the exam papers.
I noticed something very interesting recently and I believe this thing can happen to guys often. After studying for a period of time, I would get tired and boring and I felt like it is time to get rest. During the rest, I would open my video games and play, as I treat it as an award after I studied. I know that I was applying some wrong theories. I think that we deserve award after studying. In fact, that is what we are supposed and ought to do. We deserve no award as we are doing something beneficial to our future somehow. haha~ With this theory in my mind, I did waste a lot of time on playing video games in fact. I am not addicted, but I failed to manage my time properly. Now, it is really regretful to face my mistake and torturing to face its consequence.
Bible says: you get what you sow.
I deserve no award, but in fact I deserve this aftermath. God bless~
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