CC Head - End

Last Tuesday night, 11th CC High Committees for the academic session of 2012/2013 was claimed to be reaching the end. However, 11th CC High Committees for session of 2013/2014 has been raised. Most of us felt really released for letting go of this quite a troublesome responsibility as a servant of Chinese Community in our College. However, I felt quite unhappy of letting go of my position somehow. Normally, I should be happy, because it has taken me a lot of time and attention. Jin Yang congratulated me that I have let go the position eventually, while I told him that it was not a really good thing to me as I don't find it pleasant. He said:" I think it is because you found that you haven't done your part wholeheartedly and finally you feel guilty and irresponsible after AGM." It was really a funny thing to know. I was wondering whether I should be happy as how he felt once he let go the position of the President of Chinese Society. He felt extremely happy and relieved, as I think he didn't really enjoy for being the President.

There are many reasons that I know why I am not really happy of that. Perhaps, I think that I can no longer get under the spotlight after this, or get to have the feeling of belonging in CC, or get to be listened and respected as a Head. I feel like I have sacrificed a lot for it, while outside seems to have nothing for me to pursue, as the link of mine with the things outside my campus seems to be too loose and weak. I may find that I may no longer belong to it if I am not the committee of it. However, I know I have to let go and grow to another extent that I ought to reach for my future. There are still younger and dedicated committees that would be able to take over our place and take care of CC wholeheartedly. We can't always be there for them, as the time we are here is limited actually.

Nothing is perfect, our new CC high committees can never be exception. We strove for making their bond stronger and healthier so that they won't break that easily when the problems and challenges arrive. I pray for the new PMs and for the coming intake students all the best. May God bless them.